People say I talk negative… I write negative and maybe I dwell on negativity… and I agree no less…I mean I too am sick of writing those prosaic stuffs… writing those posts were meant to dump the shits out of my mind…a way to escape loneliness and boredom of life…but the more I tried to escape them the more I got strangled in the webs of life… alright!!! I agree that I have made some stupid decisions in my life…some real stupid and insane decisions… but hell, who doesn’t!!! That’s thing about the stupid decisions…everybody makes one…
And this time I am not gonna discuss about the theories of a jinxed life or about what more can get wrong in my life….no!!! this time I am just gonna relax and reflect back at the things that make me happy J
So here I go…
…I am happy whenever I pluck the strings of my guitar
…I am happy whenever I am with my friends (even with one good friend)…it’s like a blissful moment when I feel myself apart from all the worries and tensions of life…
…I am happy when I am with my family…
…I am happy whenever I solve a problem…either from my life or from my textbook
…I am happy whenever I read the story of a survivor…people who dared to think different and change the world…when the others thought they would end up as losers (Steve jobs, Lance Armstrong, Bill gates etc are some examples)
…I am happy whenever I walk in the rain…I love the drops of rain…it’s so reckless and free
…I am happy whenever I watch a good movie or listen to a good song
…I am happy whenever I see the sunrise (which obviously is a rare case…thanx to my abnormal sleeping habits)
…I am happy when I am drunk…coz then I DO things
…I am happy whenever I prove people wrong
…I am happy whenever I do things differently from others
…I am happy whenever I accomplish the job that I had set up to do
…I am happy whenever I am at my “bakchod” best… (ask my room mates) :P
…I am happy whenever I receive attention…yeah!!! I gotta admit it…I love attention ;)
…I am happy whenever I receiver “her” message…doesn’t matter if it’s a forwarded one
…I am happy whenever I break the rules
…and though it may seem strange….but I am happy when I am alone…not that I want to (I seriously hate lonliness) but it is the when I talk to myself and I get a chance to be real me
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I can go on and on and on… I mean there are millions of things that make me happy…so why not concentrate on the moments that make happy rather than those which make me sad… yeah!! That’s what I want to be…HAPPY…I won’t mind breaking rules…I wont mind getting drunk… I wont mind proving people wrong…I wont mind people calling me crazy or childish…n I wont mind being lonely… coz there’s nuthing wrong in doing or being anyone of them, if it makes me happy…
