hmmm...now i am seriously thinking about that "jinxed" thing...am i really jinxed!!! shit happens...i know...and it has happened again...the thing that I feared the most and expected the least has happened...again...and that too on my b'day...and i have no one to blame but myself...yes, it was my fault...throughout...Maddie was right...he was always right...I always wait for the right moment...as if things will magically fell into place...but sad part is that there is no magic in real life...it only happens in book or Hogwarts...why am i like this?? all this experience is weighing me down...the problem must be in me...maybe i didn't push hard or may be i wasn't that confident or maybe i was scared of my decisions getting wrong...
anyways, such is life....the moment you think you have figured it out...it screws you...but you only learn from your mistakes...
all i can say is that, shit happens and life moves on!!!
p.s: i wont forget this b'day... ever!!
anyways, such is life....the moment you think you have figured it out...it screws you...but you only learn from your mistakes...
all i can say is that, shit happens and life moves on!!!
p.s: i wont forget this b'day... ever!!
