The Letter (part 1)

This is the first installment of the series, "The Letter", which i have started as a medium for my emotional outburst... here i'll be writing letters to people I always wanted to say something but never did...may be out of frustration...fear...idiocy...whatever...
there will be confessions, redemption, insinuation, malice...may be an apology...dunno what!!! kinda stupid, I know...but I cant help it that's how I am... :)
well, the first letter is dedicated to me...yeah, i always had something to say myself...n i guess its the time...
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Dear Me,
I don't know where to start...i know you since the day you were born...and honestly speaking, you haven't changed much since then...for you have always been like this...scared,...confused...dwelling on past...regreting about life...making alibis...and at times...egoist...
Now, i am not insinuating that its wrong to be this way...c'mon, there's nothing wrong in being sad or confused or even egoist...being a human being you ought to be like this...but close your eyes and ask yourself...do you really need to be like this!!! this world is full of problem and hardship stories and the people who overcame it...so why cant you be like them!!!
i'll tell you why... you never got time to search your own heart and fill the emptiness with love...you were too busy living the life of others that you forgot your own life...you never got time to realize your own talents coz you were too busy finding faults in others...you say you cant swim...but tell me...did you ever jump in the water!!! you say that life betrayed you...but tell me honestly...did you ever retaliate against it!!! no, you didn't... life aint that bad you consider it to be...
now take a turn and live back all those moments of your life which you left somewhere behind in pursuit of things which didn't matter in life...its time to get back everything that's been snatched away from you...c'mon, there's nothing wrong in being crazy...take chances...tell the truth...live life on the edge...fight back...hit hard...date someone totally wrong for you...go out, see the world...say no...spend all your money...fall in LOVE...feel the magic of first kiss...get to know someone random...say I LOVE YOU to someone in life...top your college...no, no top the university...be mean...make fun of people who betrayed you...laugh when you fall...sing out loud...let the world hear you...laugh at P.J's...tell the idiot how he/she hurt you...let someone know what they are missing...abuse someone who deserves it...sit alone watch the rain and cry...dance even if you suck at it...pose stupidly for picture...give someone a hug when they need it...and make sure you get back one when you need it...act like a kid...jump up and down...
live life...love it...
make the most of it...50 years from now you'll not regret it over...coz you lived your life exactly the way you wanted...
You are not a loser...you are better than anyone else..

BELIEVE IN URSELF...WHEN NOBODY ELSE DOES...KNOW THAT THERE'S SOMETHING INSIDE U WHICH IS GREATER THAN ANY OBSTACLE!!!

All the best pal, go out and live your dreams....

your best pal,

Shivam

P.S: watch out for this section...more letters to come...