I vs ME

So…finally leaving all the comforts of home behind…here I am on my way back to Delhi…as another season of “lets get screwed up” begins…but before I get screwed there’s still 10 hrs left before I reach Delhi…n I ain’t felling dizzy at all…so wat am I gonna do? It’s 11 p.m n the compartment is already dead… lights have gone off…there’s no one to talk to…not a single soul awake…n definitely no gal to look or chit chat….n this absolute silence is driving me nuts…fu**, am already hating this journey…
I’ve al ready watched two movies back to back on my lappie…

The basketball diaries (Awesome movie… in fact its one of the best performance of Leonardo Di Caprio)


Up!! (a flying house, a snipe , talking doggies…what more could you ask for)

Two movies back to back…phew!! I never thought watching movies back to back could be so tiring… I don’t want to watch movies any more…so, how am I supposed to spend the rest of my journey in this dead compartment?..... I guess it’s the right time for some self talking ….n this dark compartment provides the perfect environment, with no one to disturb around…

I: hi, how r ya?

ME: oh! Hi,…me? Ah! Am fine, thanx…

I: c’mon, who r u fooling? Ur own self? I know you are just pretending??

ME: chor yaar!!! Tu to sab janta hi hai…how fuckd up am feeling and confused I am!!!

I: yup I know… isliye to puch raha hu…maybe I could help you?

ME: I dunno where to start…am so confused…am always confused…as if I was genetically programmed to be this way… I dunno wat am I gonna do in life? I dunno how am I goin to get what I want? I dunno what am I doing in D.U? I dunno y the hell I wanna do MBA for? Money?? I even don’t know what kinda gal I want?? Man!! am such a dumb ass….

I: hmmmm…..teri to buri tarah se phati padi hai…kisi bahut hi intelligent insaan ne kaha hai ki…twenty years from now you’ll be more disappointed by the things you did do than you didn’t do…it’s not that you don’t know what you want from life…u know it well…its inscribed deep within your heart…u just don’t dare to read it….or maybe you afraid to do it…life is too short to regret for…so if you want something from life…GO GET IT….before somebody else does…n never loose faith and hope…u know u are better than any one else…n stop worrying about tomorrow…focus on today..


ME: hey, that was cool…am feeling quite good…in fact a lot better…but I know it aint gonna last longer…I’ll be the same jerk after 2-3 days…

I: mai hoon na!!! we’ll talk n fix it then…

ME: chal thanx yaar!!! I guess am feeling bit sleepy…its time to sleep..

I: gudnite

ME: gudnite.