Disclaimer: I am high on **** and whatsoever is written below is the outcome of my demented cum intoxicated brain… so, please forgive me for being too cynical…
Here we go….
What’s the point in living life when life itself doesn’t make sense at all… life…life just sucks…and it sucks until you get used to it...
I don’t understand what the hell life’s all about is!!! I mean….imagine your daily routine...You wake up, you eat, go to office/college, say “hi” to people who don’t even bother to reply back, curse your colleague, criticize management, have sex, go back to sleep and wake up next day with the same moron routine waiting in front of you…ah!! The banality of life kills me...
People say they love, they care and they say they are your friend…but sooner or later you realize that they just pretend…pretend to be someone else…wearing a façade of happiness all the time to cover up their fucked up life…
People change…the person who once used to be your best friend suddenly starts to seem like a total stranger to you…as if you don’t even know him…and you are left wondering… is it him or you that has changed…
Suddenly you start searching for a deeper meaning of life… you realize the banality of life… you want to get rid of it…and eventually you try to find a parallel universe… sometimes by getting high on any psychedelic stuff that comes your way
You see people around you… pretending to be happy…always carrying that fake satanical smile on their face…pretending that they are far away from the dark realities of life… while actually their life is even more fucked up than yours… and you feel like giving a tight punch right in their face… you feel like screaming and listening to the most heavy metal song… you feel ditched and betrayed by life…and as I said, nothing…nothing make sense… you call for a shot of intoxicant and want to fly as high as possible…
As of now am feeling totally f**kd up and dizzy…A Nirvana song is playing in the background and I wonder if Kurt Cobain also used to think this way… may be he was also too tired of this banality of life… and decided to end it once and for all… perhaps I’ll also end up like Cobain… perhaps I should stop listening to these songs…or perhaps I should sleep now…
Anyways, I must admit that life koi sense banae ya na banae….one thing is for sure that in the end no one dies a virgin…life FU**S us all…
7 comments:
well i am amazed to see all this in your blog!!
it happens to all,sometimes the colleagues are least interested in saying hi but friends never do this so you should know the difference between a friend and a colleague!
"this is what i think,may be we can help each other in this"
but it is true that when you dont get importance between your colleagues you feel dipressed,but you should get out of it and "think big".
what are the dark realities of life?
this is the most searched sentenced in google the people do carry a fake smile , and what else can they do??life is to big and one cant live it always feeling ditched.
"there are many questions but no answers"
and the quest of question will never finish!!so you ar not the only one searching for it..
you always talk abut virginity i want to know about in your next blog
hey shivam,
nice that u share your thoughts in such a nice way.i must say it's perfect selection of words and and definetly best way of expression .
keep it up
all d best
hey
itz amaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzzzing to c u sharing ur thots this way.....
wel keep it up!!!!!!!!!!
and ya...next tym dn frget to use c**dom...honey...when lyf f**ks u...
:-)
yeah dear,
sure i wont forget...thanx for the suggestion...
hey dude either u start writing books or stop pouring out ur frustration this way....seriously man njoy urself...n i no ppl r fucked up in skool....bt coll mein to chill yaar....or u're still fucked up??
i dunno about books...but believe me dude, there is no better way of easing out frustration than writing it down...
i agree
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