Life!!




well, am trying to be positive these days... and even if there is no sunshine in my clouded life I am still ready to wait for it... let's see what life brings up to me...


 So, its been almost one and a half year since I came to Delhi…n I admit that I have no damn idea about what I have done during this time period…when I look back…it all seems so hazy and diminished…first year of graduation ( though I screwd it big time)… spending myriad time roaming in the streets of Chandni Chowk…booze party on terrace…bunking classes… jamming guitar on terrace…the December Love…phew!! it may sound trivial…but has become a special part of my life…

Delhi!!! Hmmmm….people often told me, back in my hometown, to beware of Delhi…they said Delhi can spoil your mind… you’d loose yourself…I agree no less…I certainly did lost a lot of things here…the most precious of which was the time that I wasted running after things that don’t matter in life…  I made a lot of mistakes and fell down a lot of times…but there’s something that Delhi taught me...it taught me about LIFE…

…that life isn’t about running all the time. It’s not about how many people call you and how many SMS’s you receive… it’s not about who you’ve dated or haven’t dated at all…its not about how many girlfriend you made or how many hearts you broke… It isn’t about losing virginity or whom you've kissed…or which guy or girl likes you…. It’s not about your shoes or your hair or what brand you wear…and sometimes it’s not even about grades or colleges that accept you or not…naaah!!! Life isn’t about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it’s not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Sometimes life just isn’t about that…

Sometimes, life is just about who you love and who you hurt… It’s about how you feel about yourself and others…it’s about how good a friend you are… It’s about trust…. It’s about what you say and what you mean... It’s about seeing people for who they are and not what they have…. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else’s in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise…it’s the choices we make that define our life…



7 comments:

madhav said...

well you had always been boosed up!!
its not a new thing........
i had been reading your blog since you started it and always had to read about your fucked up life
even a good thing end to a fucked up thing
isnt there anything masala type with no rona dhona at the end
kuch mazedar likho yaar
tum toh comedian hua karte the
life se itna zayada is umar main lena ka zaroot nahi hai!!!
samajh rahe ho na...
and i dont want any super comment on this

shivam said...

hey, dude don't be so selfless....u truly deserve a super comment...
first of all, this blog is a ditch where i throw out all my frustration...i write when i am sad or frustrated...it eases the pain...so pardon me if sound like a joyless psycho...
secondly, if you want want masala and and comedy go watch some crappy Govinda movie...
and if u want me to change what i write...then kiss my ass...its not gonna happen :)
P.S: i am still the same old Shivam u knew...i can still make you laugh out your guts...

madhav said...

this is bad yaar dont make this a ditch
there are many people like me how is always looking for some masala yaar...and as per i know there is nothing is this world which can frustrate my old friend!!
i would love kissing your ass than reading this crap!!
i am coming be
p.s:i am same old madhav the greatest politician ever lived

shivam said...

Madhav bhai, u are a politician in true sense who run only after what glitters...who run only after what sells...
ur friend is a human being made out of real flesh and bones...so, i also get frustrated...i ain't a robot...
if u dont want dont read this crap!!!
and u r most welcome to kiss my a**... that's what politicians are good at, isnt it!!!

madhav said...

do you know that what always glitters is not always gold and politicians do not run after gold they run for rags through which they can make an issue.this was for the politicians like me!!
now talking about your blog this is not a crap ,and also that you are always frustrated,so every body should know what a frustrated man do when he is happy..
now you can understand what i want!!
if tou are telling your frustation you should share your happiness too.
the world is full of frustrated people...
let world know you are little diffrent

shivam said...

i know what are u trying to say dude...
i know that the world is full of frustrated people...and u want me 2 share happiness ryt!!!
but didn't u read this blog??
its about "life" and what matters in life...i have tried to share a moment of happiness in this blog...
i am no different bro, am part of crowd...am the crowd...being a part of crowd doesnt mean ur not different...difference lies in the eyes of the observer...isnt it!!!

Shalini said...

Nice..."Yeh hai Dilli meri jaan!!"
Its not Delhi that made you change your perspective about life...its the fact that you had to leave everything behind and start a life on your own...the fact that you had both independence and responsibility at the same time!
Thats when you grow up!
Cheers to life!

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